Bittersweet Memories

I think we all wonder if we'll ever feel happy and carefree again when we're going through a miscarriage. I just moderated and answered a few comments on this blog and for some reason went back and read the first few posts when I shared our own story. Yes, I got tears in my eyes. Yes, it makes heaven so precious. But, the grief is no longer overwhelming or even really painful. I remember, I long to see our little ones, but I'm okay now. And you'll be okay, too. Really. {{{hugs}}}

Spring Will Come

It is almost five years now since I lost our twins. It's really hard to believe it's been that long. I'm thankful for the healing that God has brought. That agonizing pain, the what-ifs, the emptiness have all faded into the glory of the hope of heaven. As I look out on hte beauty of spring here in North Carolina - the bright azaleas and cool green leaves and grass, the bright, cheerful sunlight, I feel peace about our little ones. I know one day we'll meet again in heaven and will have all of eternity to get to know one another and to love each other. I can trust the Lord's plan now. I am okay. I just wanted you to know that spring will come again, my dear friends.